Exam fever just ended. Felt relief but feeling nervous waiting for the result to be out on next semester. Honestly speaking, I might get worse mark for Economic subject. I should blame myself instead release out my anger to other people. Sorry I couldn't control my emotion that day. I was fucking darn day I had. With exam battle that I need to seat, then with tasks that waiting me to clean up (bloody hell tasks suddenly membukit that day), restless as I didn't shut off my eyes the night before just because for revision. And the most make me totally out of the blues is psycho pula appeared to disturb me that day. And Teddy did make my heart hurt once again. I am so depressed that day.
Sigh! I have no idea what will happen to me in future. Would I achieve my dream? I'm tired being mengalah. I'm tired being pak turut. My family will never change. Their heart too keras like metal. So I hope after my graduation, I would like to search for new job out from Sarawak. I wont success if I still living like this. I should think about myself.
... to be continue
Luv~
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