Exam mode is on. Today was the 1st paper and tomorrow will be the last paper to attend. I'll feel relieve after that. But tonight guess I need a cup of 3 in 1 nescafe again to make my eyes awaken until morning. It's the only way to make myself fresh and do my revision. But I don't put high confidence on this semester as I don't feel I can make it. No matter how hard I force myself to memorize the notes its still back to zero. My brain not CPU which can restore every data. Some more I didn't sleep last nite and now I trying forcing myself to struggling not to sleep for another nite. Darn! I totally useless. I shouldn't force myself too much else I'll fall sick.
How good if I can live happily without think and concern on our partner's feeling. Really tired. How will this miserable end. When will I stop being sad. I give up. I never easy give up. But I have no idea why I become so weak recently. I've involved myself with new relationship recently. How can I hook on that person? The story began, we bumped into each other in Facebook. I'm not so sure where he can see my facebook account. But I guess from my mutual friend. So he did added me in facebook and I just accept it. Nothing to worry also as I don't remember who he is. He have this kind of unique on him until make me fall in love once again. I've been promised myself not to trust love anymore. I afraid to fall in love again. Afraid I might hurt for another time. So i give a try to see how is it. Who know much better than previous relationship. I was wrong. The person do have special person, in other place. No wonder lah. I get heart broken for first time, then 2nd, then 3rd...
I do trust and accept the 'proposal' too early without think wiser. I don't know what will happen next.
Ok lah I must stop here as my brain starting not functioning.
Luv~
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