Relaxing

I was thought today is Sunday. LOL. Maybe because it's feel like Sunday. It's windy day. Woke up early today as I starting does not feeling well. Having sore throat. Sigh! I hate when I kena sore throat. I couldn't eat anything I want especially spicy and sweet things. Scare to fall sick as I hate to see doctor. I rather just step in to pharmarchy and get myself the medicines. I have to take a break from smoking until I recover from sick (if I can tahan not to smoke, it's become my habit now). 

I have no plan today as I just watching my Korean dramas. But then my mouth couldn't stop from chewing. Geez! But it's good then. I can gaining weight and get back my shape. Oh yea.. btw, I saw someone that I familiar with yesterday when I was hang out with my gorgeous. Unexpected can bumped in to the person in the middle crowded place. She was starred at me, might to recalled who I am. Yes I bet she remember me. I was waiting to see what will happen after she saw me. But nothing happen. I thought she will approach me and ask me some sort of questions. I ain't got nothing to scare of. Why should I scare? It's not my fault anyway. I didn't do anything wrong to her son if she act harshly to me. She should know more about her son, on what he did to me. To a woman as her. Why didn't approach me? Must be your son did told and said anything to you about me? Aren't it obviously your son acting so good in front his parents but the fact he is an animal when come to women matter? 

I love your son badly since the day I met him. I never felt in love that strong although I ever frustrated before. I sacrificed myself to your son as we do love each other before. He brought me back home not because I want it. Your son often brought me home ONLY for one REASON. You should know better than me. Why after get what he want for many years now he just left a trash? My pride? What about my pride? Something that he can thrown like that? I bet there a lot of thing he had been told you just to cover his actual intention uh. Like how he lied everyone. I guessed he will tell only the truth when he did the huge mistake, someday. By that time, everything is too late to turn back. I've been so nice to him but he never appreciate me but to assumed and embarrassing me through internet. How will I count on that? How would he clean and clear my name? No he couldn't do anything about that. He is just a stupid idiot guy I've ever known. Male slut! Sex maniac! I am not that cheap for him to insult. I am not a slut like those bitches he did fuck. Not the same as Indonesian bitch he bowing like a queen. I'm not Indonesian maid too. Your son even said will not meet me again since we broke up last Jan but then, yet he still need my pussy! Is that your son? Lau Puong Kai. Is that the right person to be a man? What the hell is he doing? No humanity at all. Why I'm doing this? Why I acting like this? Anyone who are smart by using their brain, they know of WHY I become like this.

Geez! Why should I ruining my mood with this jerk? A jerk stays as a jerk. Ok then.. I better stop then. Need to do something after this. 

Luv